Homeboi's Diary

All my life I've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way.
Been living in a fantasy without meaning.
It's not OK. I don't feel safe.

I don't feel safe. Oh.

Left broken, empty, in dispair.
Wanna breath, can't find air.
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love.
So much more I have to say, help me find a way.

And I wonder if you know how it really feels
To be left outside alone when it's cold out here.
Well maybe you should know just how it feels
To be left outside alone, to be left outside alone.
I tell you all my life I've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way.
Been living in a fantasy without meaning.
It's not OK. I don't feel safe. I need to pray.

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame.
Careless, helpless little man someday you might understand.
There's not much more to say, but I hope you'll find a way.

Still I wonder if you know how it really feels
To be left outside alone when it's cold out here.
Well maybe you should know just how it feels
To be left outside alone, to be left outside alone.
I tell you all my life I've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way.
Been living in a fantasy without meaning.
It's not OK. I don't feel safe. I need to pray.

[spoken]
Heavenly Father, please, save me.

And I wonder if you know how it really feels
To be left outside alone when it's cold out here.
Well maybe you should know just how it feels
To be left outside alone, to be left outside alone.
All my life I've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way.
Been living in a fantasy without meaning.
Oh, it's not OK. I don't feel safe. I need to pray.